I have hope for good news in the morning at my Dr appt.
I have hope, I have dreams, I have a love for more life.....
....and I have Faith.
Faith that whatever happens to me, whatever battle I must face, whatever gloom might be on its way.....I will fight!
My zest for living this life here now is bigger than ever. If given another chance I shall live like I only have a few days. I shall let little problems go by the wayside.
I will start making appointments with old friends to see them again.
I shall rekindle my motorcycle times with awesome friends on dirt bikes.
I shall run more with the awesome running group and enjoy learning more things under awesome Coach Dave.
I shall get the mint chocolate shake more at WAWA and Steak n Shake. 🙂
I shall look up at the beautiful blue sky with white puffy clouds and cry. Just simply cry.... because of such beauty.
I shall argue less with anybody. I will compliment more. I will judge less and love more.
I will stop more during the day and just lift up my arms to the sky and say "Thank you". I will be so grateful just to live.
I will try to never take anyone or any thing for granted. I shall fully understand that I am extremely lucky and I will not be too niave to know that my luck will eventually run out.
Tonight I do not know what tomorrow brings. I am prepared the best I can, to fight another battle. I can't give up, quit or blame anyone. I must be ready to face the fear and the fight, again.
At 8:30 or so, I should know something. Please throw me some positive vibes and/or prayers. God does hear them. I'm sure he did before and he will hear them now.
I will not lie... I am scared.
I love you all!
Jonny Rock
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Johnny, you are in my prayers....see you soon, Marty