Well, laa dee da.
Just talked to the doctor. After all the blood tests, the 2 biopsies that came back benign, the special virus blood test, the mri, the petscan from May 28, the CT scan from June 28.....the doctors cannot be 100% sure I have the dreaded C or if I am clear!
I said I want a new petscan asap and then I will make a decision of which direction to go. He agreed!
He actually said that he needs to be sure before I am back on the chemo poison.
I am right on the line of going very, very dark....or extremely happy and bright.
This rollarcoaster of life just keeps on happening over and over and over. The good news is that I'm still in the fight, and I still have a chance.
I will take that any day.
I am positive. My Faith remains strong, and I will fight until I am all used up.
Yes, I am sad, which is ok for a little while, but then I must also use this time to prepare, load my "guns", sharpen my arrows....and put on the war paint!!
I will be waiting for my God to say. "we can now see the whites of the devils eyes, and now is the time to charge into Victory...let's goooooo".
I am standing by, my dear God.....if you say I must fight......I will fight like the third monkey on the ramp of Noah's
Ark....and it's starting to rain!
I love you all. Thank you for supporting me in this battle. You all supply me with the fighting power!
May God Bless us all. 🙏
Jonny Rock
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