I am getting hit hard this last chemo session. Usually it is Saturday before I start spiraling downward. It came early this time, being this is only Thursday.
I will have the chemo pump removed tomorrow, then the heavy funk lasts for 8 days or so. After that 8 days, I will be recovering and hopefully never have to do chemo ever again.
When the session is over completely, I will get a petscan and all blood work. These two things will tell me a lot and if I can return to a normal life. I am hoping and praying that I can start living again.
A big thanks for my irrigation clients that furnished me with the best homemade soup I've ever had. It was so yummy! Thank you so much. My irrigation clients have become some of my best friends. I have been shown so much love along this dark journey. I can never possibly thank everyone enough that has helped me. I am deeply humbled.
I could not have made it this far without God's help. I prayed so many prayers and he always seems to answer them. Sometimes he likes to pause a little before answering them, just to make sure you have the Faith in him. I got tons of Faith!! I am a blessed man.
If things turn out good with all the upcoming tests, I will begin to live again. I will first get my irrigation all caught up and make sure everyone is happy, then I will start planning a much needed traveling vacation, as soon as it warms up.
I will race a tremendous amount, whether it be on foot, bicycle or motorcycle. I will seek revenge on what the devil has taken from me. I will get back all he stole from me and so much more. I can't wait until I can get started! With God's help, I shall induce pain upon the horned evil one!!
To everyone that has reached out and given me love, Wendy and Carl for keeping Quality Irrigation going, the many prayers, financial aid, food and simply for letting me know they are there to help me if needed, to these people, I owe you the world. Thank you!
Eight days and the hurt shall hopefully end. I hope it ends forever.
Jonny, the guy that will blast off like Elon's rockets very soon.
I hopefully will "zero out" in 8 days..... Rock on!
May God Bless Us All
Jon I am so happy to read your posts this AM. When there was nothing since Dec 25th I was starting to worry and about to call Wendy to see what was going on. Your spirit is strong and infectious! I think about you all the time and worry about how you are doing. I hope for the very best outcome from your treatments! Much love, Lorris