Well, I just finished my 5th out of 6th time to wear the chemo pump for five days. Now I get to experience the effects of injecting this toxin into my body for a very tough next 8 days.
It gets bad enough, where I can't get out of bed. Absolute no energy and the same raw mouth that keeps you from eating anything but potato soup flares up.
This next 8 days will slap me silly, but giving in or losing Faith will not happen. I have fought this battle for almost two years. It has been tough and long. I miss a regular life.
If I had one single thing to say, I would tell everyone to not waste time on things that don't really matter and to enjoy every single thing you can while here on this earth. Our time is really so very short.
I'm not complaing, just giving a little info on this journey. I am actually excited that I only have one more three week session when I'm done with this one. Wahoooo..I cannot wait to get to live again!
I would like to say something to all my irrigation clients and friends. I am humbled by how you are working with Carl and Wendy and showing patience during this dark time for me. I will never forget how you pulled me through with your words, patience, love, financial help and understanding. You are truly the best people to work for on this planet. I love you all.
Jonnyjpeg.com is my official blog. I try to post a little more there. I started that blog many years ago, with the thought of posting photographs of my life's previous and future journeys. I love photography. I currently have over 4 million images of my life inside the JonnyJpeg archives. I will post a pic or two each time I update here, to simply share a little about a lucky guy that got so much help from you. This is just so you know a little more about me personally.
When the treatments of chemo are done, they will do several tests to see if the devil's disease is sill inside my body. If that comes back clean, I will celebrate like no other human has ever celebrated!! I bet I will jump so high that the earth axis will be altered! Ha.
God has never deserted me. I feel him close. He is not fighting the fight for me, but he is giving me the power and strength to not let up and to keep punching back. He whispers in my ear very often. It is very comforting. I wished everyone hurting out there would open their heart and their mind and let him whisper in their ear. His words bring light into the darkness, but you got to want to hear him. Please, take the time to listen to him. Sometimes it is all we have. It is all we need!
Thanks everyone for your warm support.
Jonny, the extreme life lover!
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